On
June 4, 1993, as I was walking off of a marine dock, my life changed
dramatically. A
large surge hit the floating dock. The ramp which rested on
the dock and led up to shore was tossed up. In a flash, the
several ton ramp crashed down on my foot and trapped me. The
pain was excruciating. I felt as if I was being sucked into a
black hole and drained of life. I began screaming, "God,
please help me! Please help me Lord!" Many on-lookers
raced to help lift the ramp and pull me out. But the weight
was too much. I heard fragments of sentences - discussion of
how to free me - "amputation". I was later told that
I cried out for everyone to pray. As quickly as it happened, a
large surge hit the dock a second time and I was pulled free.
A
doctor and a nurse ran down the ramp and took over until the
rescue squad arrived. The nurse said she and the doctor were
foot specialists and would administer my needs. I believe they
were there to "minister" to my needs. They could not
be located following my injury - not by doctors in the
hospital nor by an article in the local paper. Could God have
sent the second surge to free me as well as the angels to
assist me? There is no doubt in my mind.
The crush injury kept me in the hospital over a week. There
was fear of loosing the foot, then the fear of skin grafts,
and the fear of not walking again. None of these fears
prevailed. I did however develop a nerve disorder referred to
as Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD). It is an extremely
painful condition that is something like putting an ice cube
on an exposed nerve or having hot sauce run through your
veins. There are no cures - just trial and error treatments.
After several months, my husband and I moved to San Diego. I
continued with physical therapy and began treatment at UCSD's
Pain Clinic. My husband and I started attending St. Paul's
United Methodist Church in Coronado - yet another blessing.
Like a vine, God was weaving a path and leading me to Him. For
months we sat in the balcony where I could cry and release my
emotions undetected. The pain in my foot was taking over. I
was exhausted physically and emotionally. I contemplated
suicide. Yet, I still felt drawn to church and found some
peace when surrounded by the beautiful music.
Something we had not observed in the Methodist church before
was healing prayer at the rail following communion. Some great
impulse (!) sent me there - my husband by my side. I wanted
the minister to pray for me. But as God would have it, Hal and
his wife asked me to come forward. As I knelt at the rail they
asked about my condition and need for prayer. I asked for
"endurance of the pain". Hal responded, " we're
not going to pray for endurance, but to be rid of the
pain!" And in the name of Jesus as Hal touched my head,
boom! I was laying on the floor in the most wonderful
tranquility and lightness. My foot was tingling. Tears started
to flow and I knew something was happening - something I
didn't understand but could trust completely.
As I laid on the floor, I could see my husband's questioning
face as he leaned against the front pew. I knew what he was
thinking. What's going on here? And if I had suspected what
was going to happen, I doubt I would have gone for healing
prayer. I didn't believe those preachers I had occasionally
seen on TV. Well believe me! Jesus has given authority for
others to practice what He demonstrated. And what a wonderful
blessing!
My pain was reduced significantly. It was not a total healing.
However, I still believe that He will heal my foot 100%.
However, what He gave me has changed my life. He has gotten my
attention. And now I have an ongoing relationship with Him.
The peace of knowing God as my Father and Jesus as my Savior
weaves through every part of my life. His vine continues to
grow with me - as long as I seek Him.
I
am so thankful that I can walk, that God is using Hal and
others from the healing class to convey His word and promises
to His children, that I am being lead to meaningful and
fulfilling tasks. Currently I am a volunteer at a neonatal
intensive care unit. I feed, rock, diaper and sing to
premature babies. I pray for them and their families. I love
my work. I pray that it is satisfying to my Father for He has
given me so much. Something I would not have sought became my
miracle and blessing. I know that God wants to share such with
you. Seek Him for healing - whether physical or emotional.
As you stay in His word and develop an intimate relationship
with Him, you will find your blessings too.
Frances Howard
Hal's
Note: Frances subsequently received the baptism in the
Holy Spirit with the evidence of speaking in other tongues.
Frances and her
husband have since been transferred to Tampa, Florida. She
graciously sent me this testimony to add to my homepage. It
was at her instigation that our present prayer and healing
class was started.
I
have seen Frances recently and she is still doing fine.
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